So it's the days before Aunt Flo's "scheduled" visit and I'm short of going crazy with the thoughts in my head. I'm over analyzing every damn little thing my body is feeling.
This is me the whole day...hmm, my tummy's feeling a wee bit acidic... why am I so sleepy?... you're always sleepy! Oh oh my boobs look bigger... you wish!... I'm sooo hungry... yes, because you didn't have breakfast, genius... hey, I'm not grumpy... if I'm not grumpy I'm not PMSing... and if I'm not PMSing...
Sigh. I've been pregnant before and I remember exactly how it feels. And how I feel right now is not quite it. The first, unmistakable symptom for me, was the very sore breasts and unfortunately, that's one symptom I'm not suffering right now. But that doesn't stop me from hoping against hope - "It's too early to feel anything anyway". I wish there were an EPT that told you like the day after you do it, if one of the boys made it to the egg - just to save us all the agony of waiting!
Yesterday, I found out that an aquaintance of mine is knocked up with her second kid; the first is barely one. I was sincerely happy for her but I couldn't help the feeling of being left behind. I've got one last try on Clomid after this, then off we go to see a specialist.
About Me
- The Momcaster
- Manila, Philippines
- Life with one Tarb (that's Brat spelled backwards) has been great. After two years of TTC, we've been blessed. Praying and hoping for the best...
2 comments:
Aunt Flo is a bitch! She's there when you don't expect her and missing when you're waiting for her. Her timing is just OFF! And yes the waiting could drive you crazy. I hope Clomid with monitoring works for you and you wouldn't have to see a specialist.
thanks bb!
yes she really is a pain in the ass - hahaha!
i shall keep you posted...
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